My uterus

CM Niroula
America

It is supposed to be “My body, my wish” isn’t it?
But, the circumstances is not like this
So called conservatives policy makers,
Supreme Court justices and other lobbyist
Are anti to “my body my wish”.
Sounds funny right?  no it’s not funny.
This is a fact in modern America.

I’m not safe, my body is not safe
I’m never ashamed to tell ya
I was sexually assaulted
And even
Beaten to death.
But thanks to god, I survived.
Wait Why do I survive?
Now I’m pregnant because i was sexually assaulted.
I cannot cry, I can’t scream
I cannot yelled because
And I have a strangers baby in my belly
But, I can’t look for the rights,
I can’t do the abortion of this strangers baby
Because I’m a woman.
I’ve his baby growing in my womb.
I was already questioning who his dad is.
Should I tell this child is an outcomes of the sexual assault from the strangers?

My body is your choice.
You make a decision on me
And now I am confuse, why am I even bearing this child.
Wait but
Abortion is crime.
My rapist enjoyed it and I’ve to deal with it.
He played with my body like a soccer
As he wishes
He scratched me
He do whatever he want
However he wants
He enjoyed while I was dying
He had fun while I was helpless.
He smiled and showed satisfaction
I thought I was stolen.
My social status and  now everything will change.
Oh yes,
And this baby will come and it’s my responsibility to take care of him.
I can’t even call her to him and him to her
Because
My country says no gay.

My body is not a playground.
That anyone can play and enjoy.
Should I go to court?
Do I get justice ?
Oh Roe V. Wade- our justices don’t like it
Let’s overturn
Let’s play on my body
Let’s rape whoever you want
Yea
I’m there to grow rapist child in my womb
I’m going to give them a birth
And it’ll be my responsibility to parents it.
But
You- yes you are free like a flying bird.
ou can fly and float in anyone’s life
Because
You are a man
You are an old male.

I can’t even tell you that
My body is my wish!!