Stupid Heart, Stupid Mind

Rabi Pathak
New Hampshire, USA

I saw you angel
It wasn’t real
But at least
It was you
I told myself
Not to believe
Stupid heart, stupid mind
I gently slight and said,-
Think it as an unreal
Think it as a phony
Tear it, erase those moment
Let it slide and fall
But then again
Stupid heart, stupid mind

Restless night, timid mind
It started to think faster
All the bloods that’s inside
Flow flowing like a flood
I can hear my heart beat
Slamming on my chest
I was unconscious in my conscious
I was lost and then later found
I was still occupied on
The small hope that I save
That one day, season will change
Tell me dear
What did I do wrong?
But then again
Stupid heart, stupid mind

I move along
Even though, I thought about you every night
And I really miss your good night kiss
I still feel tickle in my chin
I wonder, simply wonder
Was it all my fault?
Because sometimes
Even maharaja lost their mind
Don’t compare
I am just a simple man
But then again
Stupid heart, stupid mind

You look beautiful
And I won’t lie
The vermillion and the ornaments
What suits you, what fits you
The red saree that you wore
Glowing like a sparkling sunshine
And the smiles that you put on
I wish that I can fold it,
Just for a moment, I can hold it
Keep it forever without sharing
But it was already taken
By a another man
Before I say
My friend told me-
“Look man, your girl gone”
I said,-what you mean”
He replied-“She move out with shiny man”
My heart felt, I couldn’t respire
Yet, I am here to wish you all the best
For your new married life.